This is your day my dear sweet Halo...
I wish you would of stayed so that I could of had that chance you said I shouldn't miss...
But like so many others that opportunity passed and is now beyond the mortal coils of my
love and affection that I wish I so desperately I could have shown you....
I hope you can forgive me for not being quick enough to show you that even though this
world is just illusions trying to change you; But that the next person you see might be worth staying for....
If given a closer look apon inspection....
Who am I to say its not fair that your gone....
Its not for me to say....
But I can't help but feel that way in my heart.....
Even though I didn't know you as well as I would have liked...
I feel I have no right to cry in your absence...
but sense I heard word of your passing there hasn't been a day that has gone by that I haven't shed a tear for you....
I know that this random piece of shit blog doesn't mean anything in the over all perspective of things....
But I can't help but ask for one thing that I will never hear the answer to...


Please forgive me Halo....
For being afraid of you....
and for letting my fear keep
me from getting to really know
how beautiful you are...
And always will be...






Forever yours